Oh how I am dreading this Monday, this week has been a downward spiral, mentally,emotionally,professionally and a few other 'llys' as well.
And as usual its all my fault for not letting it be. You know what I do? I meddle too much with my own life, and then I regret it.
I say things and then I wish I did not, I do things and then I say oh crap.
Remember the 'protest week'? well I did it for 2 days at work and it helped! so now, I am going to take it a step further and for the next..umm... 2 months I am going to expand my protest to outside work as well.
I shall have minimum interaction with anyone inside and outside of work until things get sorted out on their own, I will not speak to anyone unless spoken to first, its not a matter of pride, its like one of those silence oaths those Indian/Buddhist Yogis take for self purification, that is the only solution to water pollution. haha sorry, lame joke.
But seriously, from today, I am going to truly, leave it up to God. My work life was one step, and it showed improvement, my real life is the next!
This is one place I have that I can talk about my feelings out loud and I am so thankful for that.
Right now I need this to console me:
|Drowning my Sorrows|